Ramblings

A few notes from the mom.... Usually the clinic does not bother me anymore, seeing everyone, all in the same boat, just with different types of problems.  Truly cancer is never a good thing, but we are blessed with a short chemo run and great hopes of a good outcome. Today, however, it pulled at me and left me feeling sad. I ached for the other moms, all with their kids. Then I dropped the little brother at school and went home and shut all the doors to my room and cried. Did I really just take one of our kids to his brother's chemo appointment? The reality is a shocker sometimes. Just when I thought I was A ROCK, I turned to water. This is hard... I have to think that God has a fleet of angels for hospitals. They need them; we all need them.